It's year 2026 and I still can't say life is fun now?
Hello it's been a while, 2 years and half since the last time I wrote here. I always come here when life feels like shit but it has been a roller coaster ride these past few years anyway but when I thought it's getting better... well it's not HAHA life is funny like that.
I broke up from my almost 2 years relationship last August 2025. I was warded and diagnosed with depression, and I'm on medication but I stopped for a while and apparently started taking them again yesterday because I'm stupid enough to let my gut down... Apparently, I never learned.
I've been talking to an old friend from school and idk, seems like I kinda have feelings for him again now? Which I know I shouldn't because he still haven't move on from his past relationship and even if he did, I know it will never be me, but again, like I said, I let my gut down and I never learned. I am always this stupid.
I want to protect my feelings, I wanna get rid of this stupid feelings. But it seems like I've like him way too much now. Why are things always complicated for me? Why can't life be easy for me for once?
I am so tired of living life now, honestly.
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