hellllooooooooooooooooooooooooo

 Gosh so the last time I wrote was about 3 years ago????!!! I'm 3 years older now LOL

Btw, I finally got into government service as an IT Officer and it's only my fourth day here >.< but heyyyyy I get my own room, all to myself!!! Can't believe the last time I wrote I was still unemployed or a student (?) not even sure I haven't read my last post yet. I'm just so grateful to be where I am now, with the helps of sooooooooo many others, for sure I wouldn't be here without them and without my parents prayer, Alhamdulillah!!! So how's life for me? Cool I just have to go through bad traffic everyday to work (if it's a wrong timing aka peak hour) so today I decided to go to work at 6.30 am so I kinda avoided those bad traffic and arrived before time so COOL I can go home early lah today hehe.

Idek what to write actually it just suddenly occurs to me that I haven't been blogging for a veryyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy long time and I just feels like writing here again. So many have been going on with my life these past few years especially this year :/ I'm having an attachment issue with someone I can never have : (((( Since no one is gonna read this I'm gonna treat this place as my diary since I'm wayyyyyyyyyyyyyy too lazy to write it with my hands :P

Also, idk I just think I've been bad these past few days and that god is punishing me right now :// I just hope I can stop thinking of the unnecessaries and do what's good for me and I seriously pray for myself that I can see my own worth and not downgrading myself for something stupid. DEAR GOD PLS LET ME BE A BETTER PERSON I SWEAR I PRAY HARD FOR THIS

Also it's almost time to go home I'll write when I have time toodles!!!

P/S: I feel so stupid waiting for him to reply DAH LA ASYIK SEEN AKU JE PASTU IGNORE AKU SESUKA HATI PASTU ONLY TEXT WHEN HE FEELS LIKE IT (mentang mentang banyak perempuan)